The Beautiful Letdown

Part i

You can do it.
I can't.
Yes you can.
No I can't.

Isn't it easier to say that you can't than be really disappointed later on? Cos when optimism is shown hope appears and if things don't go well you end up disappointing yourself and the people around you.

So if there's no hope in the first place and things don't go well you won't feel so let down right? and if things do go well wouldn't everyone just be overjoyed. So isn't this a more win win situation?

Cos disappointment sucks. Especially when the disappointment ends up being you.

Part ii

It hurts me to see you like this. Knowing I'm the main cause. It was never my intention to make you feel like that. All i want is whats best for you.

So I'm sorry for everything that I've done to you. I'm sorry for pressuring you. I'm sorry for not believing in you. I'm sorry for not being there for you. And I'm sorry for giving up on you.

And I really hope one day you'll be able to look past this and forgive me. Cos you are special in your own ways. And screw those people who can't see it.

Song of the moment : P.O.D. - Let You Down

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Snow Patrol