The Words We Say

Belle of the Boulevard

Your timing sucks. You seem to always catch me in a bad mood. Maybe just thinking of talking to you puts me into one, I don't know. And I'm sorry for that I really am. I know you don't believe me. You seem to think that I don't care and maybe it's cause I don't show it and I'm sorry for that too but it's difficult for me to show it when you don't give me a chance. It sucks that I don't feel comfortable enough with you. If I had a wish it would be that our relationship was different. I am not going to ruin this apology with an excuse. So I'm really sorry and I promise that I will work harder. I mean it this time. They say you can't miss something that you never had, but I miss us.

A Daily Anthem

The things I learnt over the weekend

1. Being alone doesn't mean you're lonely
2. The Final Destination was gross - not recommended
3. Beth Cooper was not bad (maybe cause I had such low expectation hahahah)
4. People who just met you would be impressed by you but I'm immune to it now and sometime I think it's annoying (but i still love you)
5. You do not defy me
6. Majority of us hate you but I'm one of the minority
7. Indecisive people annoy me
8. I have a newfound respect for you
9. I miss you.

Note to self: the past always always trump the present.

Song of the moment: Drive - Bersama Bintang

Famous Last Words

Just beacause you can't see me,
doesn't mean I'm not there.

Time Won't Let Me Go

How do you decide, when you are put in between your future and your past? The past is what made you who you are now. And the future is where you will be. The past will definitely have an upper hand as it has been with you your entire life. But the future holds something unknown. I've known you less but I can't deny the potential that you have.

For now the past has won but who knows what the future might bring.

Song of the moment: Laura Marling - Ghosts

Fall For You

"are you happy?

right here in your arms, i'm happy."

Something passed between them, something unsaid but as loud as if it had been shouted

Song of the moment : Kris Allen - Heartless

Crack the Shutters

All the things that has been going on in my life, some good and some bad, has taught me a lot of things. This past year I've been let down, appreciated, used, loved, disappointed, lied to but most importantly I've been accepted.

Two years has past and I'm blessed. I've learn so many things, met so many people and be given opportunities that I know I would never get if I had stayed to be with you.

So what is it that they saw in me that you didn't? Or is it what they didn't see in me but you did?

Batchmates, coursemates and most importantly, friends
Believe it or not even after two years of being in the same class together, I still manage to meet new people this semester.