Friday, March 17, 2006

It Ends Tonight

So on sunday I'll be going to Kem Pinggiran Pelangi, Bandar Muadzam Shah, Pahang. Its getting closer and I am still not prepared both physically and mentally. I haven't even packed yet. Dude I have less than 3 days man. Shit.

Anyways I had dinner with my friends just now. It was okay but got a bit sad la since I won't be able to see most of them for quite awhile and would also most probably be the last time I see one of them. Family and friends are very important in my life so to not be able to see them for 3 months kinda sux. Sigh...

"The thing that makes a fantasy great is the possibility that it might come true. And when you lose that possibility... it just kind of sucks."

-quoted from CSI

Song of the moment : Switchfoot - Always Something

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

It Dawned On Me

OMG its finally here. After months of waiting I finally got THE letter. And now it's just lying there on the table. I haven't opened it yet though. I already know whats inside so whats the rush right? Sigh.

I seriously can't believe its actually happening to me. I mean what were the chances right? I know going there is a good thing for me but still... its a huge change you know. And I hate change especially the feeling of not knowing whats gonna happen.

Plus 3 months is a long time. There's a lot of stuff that can happen in 3 months. People can change, friends can leave, birthdays will come and go, the price of petrol may increase again (lame i know) and then there are some things that will end and I won't be able to be there.

But dah takdir kan so apa nak buat. I guess I'll just have to accept it and make the best of the situation. And as Jovann might say "saya pasrah".

No more swimming in the d-nile river for me.

Song of the moment : Phantom Planet - Lonely Day

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Points of Authority

And so it has started. Today's newspaper was filled with university and scholarship ads.

So what will it be accounting or actuarial science?

A descision has to be made. Fast.

Song of the moment : Linkin Park - Numb

Friday, March 03, 2006

Change is Gonna Come

So in a few weeks my world will be turned upside down.

Can't wait.

Song of the moment : Keane - We Might As Well Be Strangers