Saturday, October 14, 2006

Crashing Down

You wanna know what the problem is?

Why I'm acting so weird around you

Why whenever you're near i become cold and distant

Its you!

You're ALWAYS around

Everytime I turn around you're there

It was never a problem before but now

I feel like I'm suffocating or something

Everything you do seems to irritate me

I can't even look you in the eye anymore

I need space

Thats all I'm asking from you

And I also need you to stop asking me what the problem is

Cos I don't think you'll be able to handle the answer

I hope I can get through this

For your sake.

Song of the moment : 30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Good times Bad times

upside : my new room is slightly larger than my previous room
downside : i have to share the room with someone else

upside : i've made lots of new friends
downside : i miss my old friends

upside : i'm far away from my family
downside: i'm far away from my family

upside : i've been given this oppurtunity
downside : it's not what i want

upside : the campus is beautiful, very modern and stuff (the academic complex) and HUGE
downside : to go from one lecture to another you have to WALK (tiring much)

upside : there's no curfew. you can go out whenever you want
downside : i don't have a car

upside : food is great
downside : the money is also great

upside : i get to be who i really am
downside : i'll just have to figure out who first

upside: i get a new life

downside : i miss my old life

Song of the moment : Damien Rice - 9 Crimes