X and Y

It's not the same anymore. It wasn't like it used to be. You're different. You've change. I can't get used to this change. I don't think I ever will.

I've tried but it's just too hard cos I'm so used to the old you. I remember there was a time when I look forward to seeing you everyday. I would be filled with excitement because I would be able to learn something new about you that I haven't discover yet. That feeling is now a stranger to me. I can't even remember the last time I felt that way about you.

What am I suppose to do? I have to face you in a couple of days and for the first time I'm unprepared. For the first time I'm actually afraid of you.

Song of the moment: Placebo - Post Blue