You know that feeling when you want something so badly but you end up not getting it and instead someone else gets it. It gets worse when that person dont even appreciate the oppurtunity that they are given. Life's not fair. I've known this since forever but the dissapointment is still there.
Usually when I dont get something that I really really want I'd be in this really bad mood and I dont talk to my friends (and they would think that I was mad at them but actually I'm not, well to some of them that is) and my whole day would just sux and all I wanna do is just go back to my room and sleep and pretend like nothing happened. But of course I can't do that. Why? Cos life's like that.
Then after a few days (one week tops) I'd eventually get over the dissapointment and just learn to accept the descision. Thats how I usually deal with things that I dont like happening to me. I'd just make myself realise that somehow there's a reason for everything that happens, that God has this plan for me to go through all this. But unfortunately I would only realise this after a few days and by that time the damage is already done.
Song of the moment : Dashboard Confessional - The Shade of Poison Trees
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Sunday, October 07, 2007
October Baby
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must have been one of those days. luckilly i'm over it, i think
so aaanyways eventhough i have like 4 tests coming up, 2 assignemts to hand up and 2 projects to be finished (hopefully by next week) I still had the time to watch all these amazing premieres
heres how i rate them
1. greys anatomy
2. heroes
3. prison break
4. desperate housewives
5. private practice
oh ya and tomorrows my bday!!! So to sort of celebrate i'm going to go out with some of my friends for dinner later tonight at pizza hut (see how sad it is here, the only decent place to eat is pizza hut!). I actually had something planned for this dinner but shit happens and its times like this that I remember why you can never replace them.
Song of the moment : Crosby, Stills, Nash, and Young - Our House
must have been one of those days. luckilly i'm over it, i think
so aaanyways eventhough i have like 4 tests coming up, 2 assignemts to hand up and 2 projects to be finished (hopefully by next week) I still had the time to watch all these amazing premieres
heres how i rate them
1. greys anatomy
2. heroes
3. prison break
4. desperate housewives
5. private practice
oh ya and tomorrows my bday!!! So to sort of celebrate i'm going to go out with some of my friends for dinner later tonight at pizza hut (see how sad it is here, the only decent place to eat is pizza hut!). I actually had something planned for this dinner but shit happens and its times like this that I remember why you can never replace them.
Song of the moment : Crosby, Stills, Nash, and Young - Our House
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