It's over. It's so over.

I had so much hope on you

You were the one that wasn't going to disappoint me

You were suppose to make it all better

I expected this from the rest but never from you

Thats why its hurting so much more

But I dont blame you

Its not your fault

I only have myself to blame.

Jigsaw Falling Into Place

I feel like I'm on top of the world!

And no one can take this feeling away from me, especially not you.

Song of the moment: Dave Barnes - Until You

Where There's Gold...

Time flies. Kelip mata buka mata kelip mata buka mata and it is already nearing the end of my 3rd semester at Nowhere Uni. My finals is in a week or so and biasala i'm so not prepared for it. I think this would be THE semester. I can feel it in my guts. But watever, I dont care. Seriously.

I've been thinking, why should i try so hard to excel in something when it is not something i want to truly do? Don't get me wrong, it's not that I dont give a shit. I do. I'm not that selfish cos if I was then I wouldn't be here. But here's the thing it's in my nature to want to be good in everything that I do. But maybe this time I could make an exception. Cos maybe i'm just tired. Tired of trying to keep everyone happy.

So this semester I acted a little selfish. I did the things that I want. And everything turned out great. I made new friends (well some were not exactly new la. I mean we were friends before but now we became friends, got it? ahhaha) and I was involved in one of the biggest event here which is EDX 20 (Engineering Design eXhibiton).

EDX is an event held every semester where students from third and final year are able to present their designs/projects to be judged. This semester EDX20 introduced a new category which was open innovation (OIC) where anyone was able join. So one of my friends decided to take a chance and enter us in. Luckily for us we got one of our lecturers as an advisor and he gave us his idea on what we should do. And let me tell you preparing for EDX was a whole lotta fun. Plus my group members were awesome. No one could have pick a better team.

Aaaanyways here are some photos that we took

Pre-EDX

The EE Lab where we did our circuit
( We felt so out of place as we were from chemical and petroleum programme)

Our work table
(it looks very organized rite? actually I wanted to make it look messy but then tak berjaya)

Cheh concentrationg konon

Kuhan smiling at God knows what
(See those rulers on the table? We have no idea where they are now)

Adonis and I posing with our finished base

Presenting "A System to Uphold Exam Integrity"
(it looks so lonely...)

Our finished poster
( We stayed up till 5.30am to finish it!)

Taking a break while designing our booth

EDX 20 - Day One

Opening Ceremony of EDX 20 at undercroft
(its located below our chancellor complex; so we're actually "underground")

I want! I want! I want!

The team minus Adonis cos he went back to change wtf

CheatBusters
(such a lame name, i know. trust me the previous name was lame-r)

Our very "shy" system
(first time its being shown to people)

Kuhan presenting, Nirash looking confused and Adonis well I have no idea

Our system being judged (wah... center of attention...)

Me with the system (poyonyer)

First time EDX was held at the Chancellor Complex
(the building behind me is the library)

EDX 20 - Day Two

We won! We won!
(We won the gold medal, got 2nd for most innovative award and was awarded best presenter for OIC)

The complete team
(from left: Kuhan, Adonis, Dr Balbir, Nirash, Me, Aiman)

Song of the moment : Matchbox Twenty - How Far We've Come