Conversations

Two years ago I didn’t even have to think twice before making that decision. I would have done anything just to be there. Now, things changed, people changed and priorities have changed. So much has happened over the past year and it’s such a shame that I couldn’t share them with you.

Gone were the days where you knew everything that was going on in my life. I wish I knew the point where our relationship changed maybe I could have helped. There’s no one to blame for this thing happening. We got lost in our own life and day by day we were pushed further apart until we couldn’t even see each other anymore. This is not the first time this has happened and things were looking up last year.

Somewhere along the way you changed and yea maybe to you I was the one who changed but I’m reaching out now but it seems that you’re not willing to meet me halfway. I waited for weeks and everyday I was disappointed. I promised I wouldn’t make the first move because I needed to know what I was to you. And finally yesterday I got my answer. It saddens me that it’s going to end this way.

Maybe I was too optimistic in thinking that 10 years from now we would still be having our weekly coffee outing and you would still be part of my life. I wonder if you still remember what you said 4 years ago, if you even meant it at all.

Song of the moment: The Cinematic Orchestra - To Build A Home