Love Lost

This fight was inevitable. The minute we got together I could already feel it. We were two very different people with two very distinct ways of thinking. I see black and you see white. But then maybe that's why we worked. You see things I don't see and vice versa. We were able to cover all the bases. Of course there were fights, the small bickering, butting of heads on which path to take, that was unavoidable. But in the end what brought us back to track was the purpose we were together. And we would compromised and everything would be fine, great even.

But lately we've been fighting more and we can't seem to be on the same page. I already had a feeling a big fight was coming and I prepared myself to keep cool. Unfortunately luck was against us and we fought when both of us was at the lowest. The funny thing is that it wasn't even a big issue just a little misscommunication. Sadly here we are on two opposite sides but still maintaining the facade and being strong in front of the rest.

I've always disagreed the way you handle yourself when you're around them. Speaking so highly of people who are rarely around. But I kept my mouth shut cause that was a battle I knew I was going to lose. When it comes to them you could never think clearly. But maybe now that I'm gone you will finally realize how much weight I was actually carrying.

Typing this has made me realize that the reason I am mad at you is because I think you are taking advantage of me and it's like you don't appreciate the things I do. I doubt I'll ever hear your reasons for being mad at me. But who knows maybe there will come a time when we would be able to talk with each other without spite and awkwardness.

So goodbye for now and even if I do disagree with what you decide later I shall keep my word and mouth shut.

Song of the moment : Jason Walker - Down