Question Existing

I’m tempted to test them and see how they respond to it. The only thing that’s pulling me back is the thought of them doing the same back at me. So instead I observe and granted it might take me longer to get the answers that I’m looking for but I believe it’s worth the wait, it’s worth the feelings I might possibly hurt including mine.

Song of the moment: Plastiscines - Runnaway

Hi-Speed Soul

In the past week I've wanted to travel the world (if possibe in a hot air balloon), be a part of a theatre production (a musical would be awesome), a doctor (the closest would be me putting on my labcoat), a pilot own a private plane and work on a cruise ship (ok la boarding one would be enough).

I don't mind spending my weekend like this. Away from everything familiar. No one knew me as I sat on the green coloured cushioned chairs reading my book and listening to Battle Studies waiting for my boarding call. I didn't even mind the delay or that I would be tired at work the next day. All that matter was I was here in this moment and as I looked around there was this calmness in me and I needed that. Freeze frame.

Book of the moment: Forget You Had a Daughter by Sandra Gregory